If you have read my blog or kept up on face book posts, then you already know about my horse's leg injury. Kitty is a VERY awesome horse. I have had her for over 10 years and she is very special to me. I'm not even sure what happened....all I know is that my horse has a swollen leg/ankle that just won't go down! Now at about 4 weeks later, I'm finally going to take Kitty into the vet for x-rays. I would have done it sooner, but we (including my vet) thought the injury wasn't as serious as I'm thinking it is right now! I'm very nervous as all I can do for her is wait....wait....wait....wait till Wednesday morning. I know God has helped Kitty and I through a lot of dangerous situations, but for some reason, I feel licked this time. I guess it's because I'm wondering WHY? Why would God do this to Kitty? We had such a great year learning tricks, showing, trail riding, and even going to His Ranch to show the kids our tricks? Why after that, would God decide that my horse had to get hurt...didn't He see the results?....kids and adults smiling and laughing and appreciating Kitty.....I thought this was what God wanted me to do with my horses...share their talents with others.....I can't even be mad at God either because there is no where else to turn--I feel trapped and confused. I've cried myself to sleep praying to God for answers.....I just don't see the whole picture He is trying to paint-maybe I just don't want to see it. Well, whatever is it-I guess I will be finding out just how bad my horse is hurt on Wednesday. I don't want and do want Wednesday to come. I sure would appreciate your prayers.........
Picture of her swollen leg...:'(
Fun times together-just before injury
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