Wake Up!

 Have you asked God these questions yet?  What's our world doing to your heart, God?   Have you ever asked God to give you His grief?  Or what burdens His heart?  Have you ever dared to ask Jesus to share what makes Him grieve with you?  Do you even want to know!? 

I have prayed for years and years to Jesus to make me more like Him.  But I never considered sharing in His burdens for the world, or standing up for righteousness or justice, or loving someone who I've never met so much that I want to share Jesus with them....until more recently.

It's not that I haven't been following Jesus, I just realized that He wants me to ask Him for what stirs His heart....He wants me to have His heart.  What breaks His heart should break mine.  What brings His heart joy, should bring my heart joy.  

Jesus recently has awakened me to actions I need to take that I never realized I should have taken!  Why, haven't I ever realized this before!  What's the church of America doing wrong that so many do not have a deep desire to know God's heart or live for Him.  We, Christians, have allowed ourselves to become content with watered down Americanized Christianity.  How can sparks catch fire from a church whose soaking wet?  I see my God being mocked openly and spit upon and cursed.  Shouldn't this grieve us to our knees?!  What can we do God?  Why do so many hate you?  Yet, this does not seem to phase us anymore.  We allow evil and injustice to prevail--we just want to protect our ourselves and live as far away from the evil people--not try to live among them and spread goodness and Jesus, truth and love.  

Just this past half year plus we have allowed walls to be built between us (Christians).  The walls may not be made of bricks but of our own selfish opinions and a piece of cloth.  Nonetheless, it's there separating us from loving each other how God intended us to love each other.  We don't visit the sick or elderly anymore or very rarely....maybe through a window or carefully distanced....Did you know that true religion Jesus states is visiting the sick and elderly?  If I had to visit God socially distant or through a window....I'd feel so separated....I'd truly think I was in hell because I'd want to be close to Him!!  I'm so thankful that He lives in my heart and that no one can take Him out!  I need Him!  I need Him so much!  

Why have we allowed so much?  Little by little we have let more evil in.....little by little we have lost our first Love.....little by little we have become more and more selfish...

Can I take a stab at that question?  Why do we allow so much... We don't let God burden us with what breaks His heart!  Ask God now.....God, what burdens your heart?  Make it burden mine too.  Only please hold back some of the weight for if you were to give me everything that burdens and breaks your heart, my heart would surely stop beating from the sheer weight of your grief and you'd shatter it completely. 

I was wrestling with the idea....Can I really ask God to burden me with what burdens Him?  I can't even handle what burdens me...or another human for that matter!  How can I ask such a request?  Then God said to my heart...Remember Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane. He was so overwhelmed with sorrow and grief to the point of sweat drops of blood...And Jesus said, "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death!" burdened by the task of what He had to do to save me and the world from sin.  He asked his disciples to sit near him and pray!  To share in His burden!  Do you know what they did?  They fell asleep!  Not once but twice Jesus asks them to stay awake and help bear His burden and sorrow, but they always fell asleep!  These were His disciples!!!!....men who swore to die for Him unable to even stay awake and pray for Him!  Then the third time Jesus wakes His disciples...it's too late....too late for His disciples to help bear His burden for His betrayer (Judas) came with a crowd to eventually take Him to the cross.  Are we so asleep today that we can't stay awake with Jesus and help bear His burdens?  That we can't desire do do even more for Him by asking Him, Lord what do you want me to do?  How can I share in what grieves you?  The disciples didn't know that Jesus would be taken away to His death.....if they had, they would have stayed awake I believe.  We know that Jesus is coming soon!  He has said this!!  He has warned us a long time ago!  How much closer it is now than it was then!  Yes, I think the least we can do is ask Jesus to give us the burdens of His heart and when we ask Him for more of His heart, He will share with us so much that we will be shocked and encouraged in a way we have never been before!  

Please, Please Lord awaken me to what your heart desires of me!  Don't let me fall asleep! Don't let me waste my time here for You!  Amen! 

The bigger picture part 1

How many of us are wanting to know the bigger picture today?  How long will this social distancing last?  How long will our lives be so different?  What affects will this have on the economy?  Will our churches be able to stand?  Will Christians stay firm in Jesus?  Will things continue to get worse?

We do have many questions....but we can also take our questions to God because He already knows and sees the big picture.  He also gives us plenty of scriptural prophecies/wisdom/readings/stories for getting through tough times like this and even warns us of the end times.

Or the everyday questions: When will God provide me strength, heal my body, my diseases, give me wisdom, help me find a job, a spouse, raise my kids, buy a new car, etc.

Recently, my brother and I rode horses into a HUGE cave.  It took almost a minute and a half to reach to where we had to dismount and explore the rest on foot.  I have never ridden in a cave that long and thought it was a pretty neat experience.  However, without a light, I would have been terrified as to what might be in the cave or perhaps something to trip us up,  Without a light, I can not see how big the cave is or what was in it I needed to avoid.  I was thankful for my flashlight.  We hiked clear to the end and turned our lights off.  It was dark. But then my eyes adjusted to a light not the cave opening but a glimmer of light bouncing off a rock that the opening could reach.  Amazing what a little light can do in the dark.  Was this enough light to see much?  Absolutely not it was just a point to try to get to since I could tell light must be that way.  It was so tiny so again we HAD to turn our flashlights back on especially since there was a part in the cave where the ceiling fell in making the footing quite tricky in places as it required some climbing!

Without the Bible and praying to God, we have no light in this dark world either.  We would be stumbling around in the dark getting more hurt and more lost.  However, when we turn to God and look to His Word for directions, we can all the sudden see the beauty even in the dark.  My brother and I could see some very pretty crystal rocks and even an orange and black spotted salemander in another cave etc.  We can also have peace and comfort in our dark world knowing that God is walking with us in this dark and evil world.  And the fact that my brother and I had each other made the exploring even more fun and possibly made us more confident in the dark.  So remember your brothers and sisters in Christ can help encourage you through the darkness as well.  We walk this dark world with Jesus and He is enough, but then He allows us to walk through this world with His other children too and this should inspire us to walk confidently through this dark and evil world.  And never forget that a little light goes a long way!  Point others to Jesus today!

This last picture is of the cave crystals we found in HUGE cave.  Not sure I have any pics of the huge cave otherwise.  lol!  too dark!

"I was throwing fiery darts at my fellow warriors...."

Everyone has their opinion on what's happening in the world right now.  Most of you, if you read my last post know which stance I have, but that is not what this post is about.  I'd like you to read this all the way through and consider carefully who you are fighting against.  I also want to thank those who are loving me through this and have different opinions. I thank you for sharing with me and I love you too!

I'll admit that I have had a much different view of this situation than what seems like most Christians.  Let me say, I have concern and love in my heart for all people so please do not say I don't.  The point here is that I have discussed concerns with others and they too have discussed theres.  We both have scriptures to back us up...so who's right? Has one of us gone mad? Are we both still Christians? (God does mention that many come and preach in His name but He does not know them) We both (I do hope so) are taking our concerns to God and researching scriptures fervently to see how God or His people should react to such a matter and not just rely on smart people and facts but upon Jesus, the way the truth and the life and upon the gospel of Jesus Christ, our ultimate source.

God then showed me in a day dream (I was not sleeping but I was listening intently) what He thought about some of my concerns.  First He mentioned that we all are created differently and for good reasons.  I may be bold as brass does that make me anymore Christian than someone who is tentative and submissive? No. God designed us differently because we as brothers and sisters in Christ can work better when we come together.  Each of us bringing our gifts and talents and our unique personal traits that God himself designed for each of us. 

God then shared with me a scene.  I won't forget it.  I saw Satan and thousands of his demons prepare to battle against Jesus and His saints.  This is an everyday occurrence.  Satan and his demons threw fiery dart after fiery dart into the saints that stood for Jesus.  Most of the time the saints came together and could fight off the Devil, but as I watched, I noticed that instead saints were firing upon saints!!!  My brothers and sisters were throwing darts at each other!!!  I couldn't believe it, Satan and his demons had somehow made us enemies to each other and now we were killing and wounding our own!!  I heard Satan's evil laugh erupt when he told His demons to hold their fire.  His smug evil expression as he said, "Hold your fiery darts, they are warring each other!  We will save our arrows for the next battle!"  In shock, I tried to warn my sisters and brothers that we can not stand if we don't stand up together!! But it was too late, division was rampant and wounds were inflicted.  Now, instead of throwing darts at Satan, I too began throwing darts at my fellow warriors.  I was throwing fiery darts at my fellow Christian warriors! Trying to persuade them to see like me, I threw dart after dart and they threw them back at me!  As I was about to give a death blow to another saint, God then opened my eyes to see that this is not the warrior He wants me to be!  The wounded saint which I had almost done in, instead I gathered up in my hands and embraced them.  I cleaned up their wounds and we sat in silence.  Dear God, where do I go from here?  For I was afraid to talk for fear we would just fight each other again.  Long silence.  Quick prayers.  God revealed to me, that love can still heal division and wounds and even anger and hate.  I got up from the battle field, now quiet somehow and looked into the eyes of the other saint and said, "Remember who the enemy is!" (Many of you may remember this line in Hunger Games) And with that, I helped my wounded warrior back up and we turned our arrows once again on the Devil and his demons.

God helped remind me that we shouldn't be fighting each other but fighting against the Devil and all his demons and schemes and wickedness and etc!  The Devil and wickedness is rampant today and we need each other more than we ever have before! Can you find it in your heart to be soft and tender towards each other...can you focus on the real enemy?  

Can you forget that you are Baptist, Presbyterian, Apostolic, Lutheran, Methodist, Catholic, Pentecostal, many etc and remember who you really are: A child of God.  A saint.  A warrior. Can you put down your accusations on all your brothers and sisters of every religion and can we come together and fight for Jesus?  Can we do that?  Can we look past differences and come together?  Otherwise, I do fear the above battle scene is happening and will continue to happen.  We need leaders of every church to get together with each other and maybe say...hey we need each other.  I will stand against evil if you will stand against evil.  Because churches you are basically dead when you have no believers gather.  That's something Satan is loving right now.  Believers aren't gathering.  Maybe our church leaders of all denominations can mark a day where they will stand up for Jesus and against evil and say this is when we are going back to church. (technically we would be submitting to our constitution because religious freedom is in it) (also our Christian founding fathers knew the importance of separation of church and state) As I heard today, sometimes the people have to remind the leaders what's right.  Can we do that, IL?  And if we all stand together, we can conquer Satan.  If we can't stand together, this hating, this hurt, this division will crush us and the Devil will win many victories.  Let's not let him win so easily!  Let's come together in Jesus's name and fight!  Let's fight for each other and let's fight for our God.  Because we are indeed in a fight.  Just remember who the enemy is.

My prayer has been to have a soft heart towards my brothers and sisters, but to have a boldness in the areas I am suppose to for Jesus.  That I can love Jesus fiercely through this and grow closer to Him! And I pray we can all heal from this. I pray this for myself first.

I encourage you to be soft hearted and be bold for Jesus!  Yes!  You can be both!  Seek God!  Stay strong in Him!  I also apologize for my many ungodly traits as I'm sure many of you are well aware of.  But I do love you all and pray that God can continue to guide me and mold me. 

   

Corona Virus--point of view from a high risk

I would like to share my view on the corona virus as someone who is considered at a high risk for getting this virus......and most likely dying from it.

You might be wondering why I consider myself a higher risk.  I have Rheumatoid Disease or commonly know as Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA) which means I have a confused and broken immune system.  Everyday I wake up, my body attacks me and my body doesn't take a break at night either which can be the worst as when you're in pain, it's very hard to sleep.  Here are some facts below as I don't want to make this too long and get you too involved in my personal health problems.

 

I understand and can sympathize with people panicking over this very contagious corona virus.  When diagnosed, I too was extremely scared, but since I've had this disease for over 10 years, God has taught me that I can trust Him.  You see, before this outbreak of corona virus hit, I have always been at a high risk of catching ANY virus, flu, or disease and dying from it.  The last virus I caught literally took my breath away as I couldn't even talk without breathing heavy nor walk 10 feet without getting dizzy.  So I do NOT want this corona virus or any other flu, virus or disease out there. Get this-- I can be around a healthy person that carries a disease and though that person is not sick, I can get sick from them as they pass it to me and my poor immune system!!!!  So you never see me in public right? Wrong.  I have learned to just try to keep my distance and go to places less traveled and practice good cleaning and washing hands etc.  I'm not a neat freak (I work outside in dirt sweat etc) so most of all God had to teach me how to trust Him.  As Job in the Bible said, and as I found myself saying when I was really sick with the last virus I had.....God, though you slay me, I will trust you!  I'd rather be dead and yours, God, than alive and not yours.

So I take precautions and try to prepare the best I can for things, but I do not go into lockdown as the world is doing and ordering right now.  I am actually very disappointed with many churches and Christians right now.  I can't see the Apostle Paul accepting this lockdown right now.  That's like me saying, I will never go to church or be around people again because I have RA and don't want to catch anything from anyone.  Yet those of you who know me, know I go to church and other social events.  I do not lock myself in constant quarantine.  How am I to expect others to see my faith and trust in Jesus if I lock myself away from everyone and let my fears control me?  How are we to be the hands and feet of Jesus if we are afraid to stand out for Him when our world needs to know Jesus more than ever right now!?

God says be in the world, but not of it.  In other words don't go along with what the world is doing!  Now, I understand that we are to be subject to our government according to the scriptures.  However, there are times in the Bible where the government does not do what is pleasing to God and the believers go against it.  Plenty of scriptural examples.  Daniel thrown into the lions den after worshiping God when he was told not too. Paul being thrown in prison after being told not to preach about Jesus.  Many, etc.  To me closing the churches is a sign to everyone looking for truth and answers right now that even us Christians are scared and can be controlled by a virus. To me we are saying we don't trust God with our health and lives so how can we expect others to come to know Jesus through this pandemic if we our "tucking our faith tails."  I realize if you are reading this far, you may be angry with me and saying....but the church is doing this to save lives!!!  For the good of all mankind!!! To submit to our leaders!!   

Mark 8:36--What good is it for someone to gain the whole world (good health included), yet forfeit their soul?

1 Peter 4: 12-19--Basically, saying don't be surprised with painful trials and suffering.....this is something Christians WILL experience. Commit yourself to your faithful creator and continue to do good

Luke 18:8-..............However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?

I could give you more scriptural references but I'm trying to keep this blog short.  So in short...;)  I'm discouraged to see how little faith America has.  I knew we were getting bad, but was hoping for more.  Grocery stores out of stock because of panic buyers, people staying at home not lifting a helping hand to their neighbors, social media causing mass panic, churches switching to online services, people hording items to resell them at a huge profit at others expense, people dying in hospitals and nursing homes alone and without family because no one is allowed in to visit them, even animals being left on streets out of owners fear of catching the virus from their pet etc, etc!  Resources have already stated that they will end up having to pick and choose which patient to save and which to let die as they are expecting mass patients who need ventalators, meds, etc.
Now more than ever do we need each other.  We need to gather in prayer and support of each other.....even if that means meeting somewhere outside in small numbers 10 foot apart and pray and read scriptures and sing praises to our God.  Right now there are Christians meeting each other in secret and if found out will die because their government will kill them for worshiping God.  Yet, here in America........

No, I don't want to die, but if I'm going to die, I want to go down as having faith and trust in my dear Jesus.  I want Jesus to say, Well, done, my good and FAITHFUL servant.  I don't want to be isolated and let my fears engulf me....I want to keep spreading God's love and be bold till my last breath.

So what do we do, my fellow soldiers and followers of Jesus?  We may have to get a bit more creative.  There is a church in Florida who was doing drive in church.  Loved that idea.. sitting on top of cars or in cars and away from each other they could at least see and hear each other praise the name of Jesus!  And they were not breaking any governmental laws....we have so many strict rules, I'm not sure what we can do anymore.  But how about meeting outside in a field with lots of space and praying or singing?  How about setting up a question and answer forum on facebook with Christian counselors?  Even Christians have plenty of questions right now as does those who are searching for answers and thought they could look to the church.  How about calling each other and praying over the phone or sharing scriptures?  How about posting signs on our church doors with numbers or websites people can call to learn about our dear Jesus who can give them peace and comfort during this time, but most of all save their souls from eternal death.  I know I will be praying for more ideas on what I can be doing.  I may blog more often or share some Horsing Around for Jesus videos with you at some point.  And I continue to love my neighbor. Last night, I was riding by a neighbors house and he and his little boy and I like to talk/pet horses and my dog who I take riding with me occasionally.  Anyway, they were so excited to show me their new chocolate lab puppy, I had to get off my horse and congratulate them and pet that cute puppy!  That is what we need to do now too!  We have JESUS'S LOVE to share!!!  Death, where is thy victory?  Grave, where is thy sting?!!  Jesus has got me and he has you through life death and of course a virus!!!  We can still be excited about sharing this news!  It's good news, It's GREAT NEWS!!!  No virus can keep us down forever if we are God's!  Trust Him!

More good news is that we could be closer to Jesus coming back!!!  I'm digging into that this week (end times) as I think it's an appropriate time to be alert and ready as Jesus states we should be.

Readers, if you read this whole thing and you'd like to talk or pray or email or use messenger on facebook, I'd be happy to share with you the love of God and how I know He truly loves us and how we do not need to be afraid even if we are at a high risk of dying from this virus or any virus or disease! (like me!)

If anything, you guys can now better understand and sympathize with us!!! that is people with auto-immune disorders or any poor immune health go through everyday.  We wonder if we will get sick and how bad it will be.....will we live through this?  Will we recover or will our body get even worse?  Should I shake hands?  Should I go to a social event and risk those germs?  Is there a way to get less pain?  How careful should I be?  Should I risk my health and travel?  Should I stay on this drug that suppresses my immune system?  Do I have a future with all these problems?  Am I living pleasing to you, God, with this health problem?  How painful will my final days be?

I'm glad God has taught me how to better trust in Him as I am seeing from what's happening all around me what happens when we don't trust Him.  I need God everyday and I can't imagine the panic I would be in without Him.  He's still working on me.  I have a lot of flaws... I do not claim to fully understand my Savior and His ways and no one can, but I do know He loves me.

I'm thankful to know our world is in the Saviors hands and so am I.  I'm in the Saviors hands!

The job of a believer

How was 2019 for you?  How is 2020 looking?  To be honest with you I'm not too excited about 2020.  2019 was a great year as far as most major concerns and family time and vacations and I just see too much "stuff and things" in the way for 2020 to come even slightly within reach of 2019.  Maybe I need to plan an exciting equestrian challenge to perk my year up....eh?

Fact is life changes for most of us in a year.  Except mine.  Or so it can seem.  My life can seem very similiar to the last year and the last that all the sudden I'm in the next decade wondering what happened in those 10 previous years!!!  Didn't I accomplish anything besides not much in that time frame?  I have talked to some amazing people, my age and even younger than me, who have really done amazing stuff with their lives and while I'm excited to hear about what God allows/does in their lives, I wonder to myself, why isn't this kind of stuff happening in my life?

I'm reminded of the line in the Christmas movie Elf (pardon this analogy) where Buddy the Elf is wondering what his special talents are and why he seems so different from everyone else because everyone else seems to have similar talents except him.  The elves try to console him in saying that he does have special talents like changing the smoke detector or something like that.  Doesn't seem like much talent when compared to the others of making toys, cookies, shoes, etc.  However Buddy realizes that he does have a talent for spreading Christmas cheer so focuses on that with the help of Santa to remind him of who he is.

We live in an unfair society in which talents include and looked up to are wealth, position, number of friends and who your friends are, expensive new things, how big or neat your house is, how smart you are, etc.  And if you don't have these you are a no good for nothing and you need to acquire these as fast as you can to be successful and talented and become a somebody.

When I compare myself to this, I really am a no good for nothing nobody.  God has to remind me that it's not for land, wealth, position, or sheer talent or success that I'm here, but to spread His love to others.  Am I succeeding in that?  Or am I searching for something else to succeed in that society will accept?

Sure I'm quite bothered at the lack of my "society successfulness" but God gently reminds me that I don't have to succeed in that.  Like Buddy the Elf, I'm not just any human, I'm one of God's children and my job is to spread God's love. 

So, I'm asking myself....How are you doing with spreading Jesus cheer? 

How do you experience God?

Have you ever wanted to experience God more in your life?  You read about others experiences or see them for yourself and get a bit jealous...Why aren't you experiencing God?  How can we experience God?

I've been saving a book, "Encountering Our Wild God," written by possibly my most favorite author, Kim Meeder, for a time in my life where I feel spiritually slumped or needing encouragement. I've gathered in just a few short pages that God is not looking for "spiritual tourists" as the author states.  As Kim states, "God not only wants us to know Him, but He desires for us to want to experience Him."

So I asked myself this question:  How have I experienced God?  I know that God loves me....but how have I actually experienced His love in my life?  It surprised me but I have actually experienced His love many times and one happy way that I can encounter God is through working with horses or with a bad encounter, living with Rheumatoid Disease.

So if you're wondering or needing an example of this God gave me one the other day to help with whether I am just knowing God or actually experiencing God.

I work with horses. It's my job.  I feed them clean up after them and know them.  However since there are many horses at work to work with I don't always get to experience what they have to offer because we really haven't developed a strong relationship through training or truly experiencing each other.  In contrast, my two horses Missy and Kitty, are at the experiencing level.  We know each other so well.  I know what makes them spook.  I know what calms them down.  I know each of their personalities (which are many) and I know when I can trust them and when I shouldn't.  If I didn't know them this well, I wouldn't be able to experience them on a whole new amazing level.  I wouldn't be able to experience how they respond to riding on mountain edges or swimming in a creek, or crawling underneath them, doing back flips or head stands on them or discovering new exciting tricks that they want to show me.  If you are only knowing God, you are missing out on the deeper relationship of experiencing God!  If I know a person, but don't try to build on my relationship by hanging out or talking and experiencing that person hands on than I won't ever really be experiencing all that that person has to offer!  I know their name, but I don't know them.  Jesus doesn't just want us to know His name, but to experience Him in a day to day relationship where we see Him in our daily lives!  Feel His love in our hearts till it over runs!  Have joy in the midst of struggles and pain.  Comfort when we feel alone.

God has so much more to offer us than just us knowing Him.  He wants us to experience Him.  I must admit, the times I experience God are the best days of my life.  I'm not sure where this book will lead, but for starters, I'm asking God to help me experience Him more fully. 

So pray for ways to experience God so that you are able to see His amazingness!!  Maybe God is trying to love you through a letter from a friend, a compliment, a sunny day, a new job, a loss, exciting news, a problem, etc.  Remember God is not just experienced in the good times, but also the very worst.  Learn to look with your heart.  Keep knowing God, but delve into experiencing Him!

DON'T SETTLE!!

There is a reason that God wants us to put on His armor everyday.  We are in a battle whether it be with satan, sin, worldly desires, others or ourselves, it rages on.  We can't do it ourselves.  We need God's help and if you are getting your help from something or someone else please please don't settle for that!!

So many of us get tired of fighting and we settle for something that God really doesn't want for us, but in His mercy and love, He lets us choose and so many of us choose to settle for something lesser than what He had in mind.  God ONLY wants the BEST for us.  Re-read that.  God only wants the best for us.  Do you believe that?  I sometimes roll my spiritual eyes at that comment when my life is falling apart around me and the battle is raging fiercely.  So God you want me to have a severe flare up of Rhuematoid Disease right now?  You want my horse to be lame right now?  You want people that I dearly love to have all these problems?  I don't think you want whats best for me or my life God....I will battle on my own and settle for something else right now.  That is how I get and that is how we all get at one point....we doubt our God.  We doubt His love and care for us.  

But can I point out something to you dear reader?  Jesus told his disciples in John 16:33 that in this world, they would have trouble, but to take heart because He has overcome the world.  And Jesus has. He was crucified for us and dead in the grave but overcame death by rising from the grave in 3 days and He did that for.....US!  He knew that the world would bomb us with sins and temptations and trials and TROUBLE!!!  And you know what else, Jesus didn't settle for us.  He went all the way!  He wanted us to live with Him forever in Heaven. We were worth it to Him.  Is He worth it to us to not settle?  Can we fight off the lies we hear or tell ourselves, the sins that entangle us, our worldly lusts, the devil?  Can we do that for Jesus?  Is He worth going through your struggles...even if you feel alone or too weak to battle?

We really must question if we really believe in a Heaven and a Hell.  One full of so much goodness vast beyond our imagination and the other full of pain and agony beyond bearing!  Do you shake it off?  Do you settle for putting it out of your mind, keeping busy with your life, chasing the next big dream or step in your life, doing what your culture says is "the way to success" but you forget why you are really here?!!  YOU ARE NOT HERE TO SETTLE!!!!  Please don't settle or exchange your salvation for a nicer paying job when glory awaits you in Heaven! Please don't settle for a marriage when God has already told you that you are His bride. Don't settle for just loving your own family when God has so many children that need to be shown His love.  Please don't settle for gaining the best health when God will wipe away your pain and tears forever.  Please don't settle for earthly accomplishments as they can't compare to spiritual goals!  Please don't settle for fame, when you can get to know the most incredible and famous person who is eager to hear your voice!  Please don't settle for quick fixes, when God maybe would rather give you a longer re route to fall deeper in love with Him!  Don't settle for fun right now, when you can have eternity with Jesus.  Though none of those things are bad, they can become why we live.  Basically, Don't get wrapped up in settling or straining for something that will not matter in the end!!  Please Please, don't settle!   

What's tiring you out as a believer in Christ?  What's holding you back from falling deeper in love with Jesus?  

I think I know.  

You've settled.  That's what's holding you back.

You don't read God's word because you don't have time or you are too tired at the end of your day. You don't pray because you don't believe He will answer you the way you'd like.  You don't share your love of Jesus with others because you are afraid of how they will take it.  You simply go with the flow because it is easier to settle than to battle!!  

My heart is heavy and I know many who have settled and this is a dangerous place to be because you are closer to satan than to God at this point.  I have been here too.  More times than I would like to admit, but God is telling me to get back into the fight and battle! 

Don't settle, Sandy, because there is something better ahead for you! I do want what's best for you and in time, you will see just how much I love you and that it was all worth the fight.  Don't settle!

So please, I only type this as I felt my heart burst tonight at the thought and realization of how much I let myself settle and how much this world is settling.  I'm settling!! You are settling for earthly things!!! We need to keep battling for Jesus because satan is winning when we settle and we can't have that. We are called to be little Jesus's and Jesus himself took the time to pray and talk to so many.  He wasn't wrapped up in His earthly job nor the traditions of the culture, He wasn't concerned about who he would marry how many kids they should have,, getting a high paying job, insurance and retirement funds, fancy houses, politics, paid vacations, or how many awesome things He could do so others would like Him or check it off His bucket list....No, He was about His Father's business and that was to save us from our sin and provide a home with Him forever in Heaven with Him if we only believe in Him. He was concerned with what mattered. 

We need to not settle for what the world says is good.  We need to be like Jesus concerned with what the Father (God) wants of us.  Not what society thinks or pressures you to do, but what God desires and God desires that we all come to know Him as our Savior and King.  Because one day, every knee will bow and mouth will confess that Jesus is Lord (Romans 14:11) and we will be thankful that we never settled for something less.  

Maybe you don't realize you've even settled?  Ask yourself what is important to you?  What do you spend your time doing?  Who do you share your deepest concerns with and you do you trust with your life? 

Is it Jesus or is it something/one else?

May God grant us courage and wisdom to overcome the world.  Ask God to renew your passion for Him today because He desires you and would love to spend more time with you!